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As I was allowed to go downstairs again on Thursday I was frightened. I was afraid that it would be too early and that I would become allergic to my cats, I also was afraid that they didn’t like me anymore because I had been away for 4 days and that they wouldn’t recognize me anymore. Of course, all these thoughts were stupid, but still they were all the time in my head. At least Pietje has missed me, because she came to me immediately to be cuddled and as I lay in bed she came lay next to me. If Da vincie has missed me I am not sure, he liked it to have to whole bed for himself. Now he lays sweet with me on the bed. I startled as I saw Da vincie again after 4 days… boy has he grown!!!
I now just hope that the side affects are of short term and that at least the extreme exhaustion and pain will quick become less.
 
05/18/2002: It’s now Saturday and I want to try to update my site this week, so here follows a short update about how I am now.
It appears that it goes the right way, unless it again are some ‘good’ days. I just hope that now finally the diet and EPD-treatment will asses and that this will continue.
The past days I have been outside with my hospital bed in the sunshade… GLORIOUS!!!! The bed fits just through the door when the back and front panel are removed… and `just` is enough.
Maybe this has helped also, being outside with nice temperatures. I have even cross-stitched again a bit! Wednesday was a really bad day, but it's also a bit my own fault... you can read this at 'Painkillers - Med. Cannabis 3' - third part.
But now it goes okay, at least for my conceptions, and I hope that it will continue.

05/31/2002: As you maybe already have read at the part of 'painkillers' (Painkillers - Med. Cannabis 4 and Med. Cannabis 5) I haven’t been very well the past weeks. You could say that the improvement which appeared to be hasn’t break trough, but luckily it’s going a bit better now.
The past few days I have taken tablets which helped me last year with my sun allergy. Actually I wanted to wait to be sure how I felt after the past weeks, but because the weather will be sunny I took them anyway. The last time that I have been outside I did get a terrible itchy rash even though I have been in the shadow. After I had taken these tablets for a few days I found out that they contain beet and tomato abstract… well, let it be that I am allergic to that, so I stopped taking it. My mom is now searching for something else which I may have.
Unfortunately I can’t tell, due to the past weeks, if I am doing better since the diet and/or EPD-treatment. I also can’t tell that what has happened the past weeks would also have happened if I weren’t on this diet and/or have had the EPD-treatment. This is something you probably will never know. At least the diet is still yummy.

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