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06/10/2002: Since I started with the diet I feel a bit better (less sick and nauseous etc), but I am so terribly tired and it doesn’t get less… I even have the feeling that it gets worse and worse. The computer is only on when I feel well enough (with a lot of pushing) to work somewhat on my site.
Do you also have times that you are terribly stubborn and do stuff even though you know that it is no good for you? 
As I woke up I called a dear friend of mine and asked her if she would like to come. I think the last time I saw her was about a year ago. She herself is also ME sufferer and so she luckily understands it. Actually I was too tired to have a visitor, but I was stubborn and I just wanted it. We both chatted while laying down and I enjoyed it a lot. I know that it now will be even more less the next days/weeks, but I will take that for granted. I think that you sometimes just have to do things like this, no matter if it’s good for you or not… ‘just’ do it. See, this way I go over my limits each time I work on my site and I take the consequences for granted and besides, what else must I do… staring in front of me the whole time isn’t fun. But in the meantime I can hardly email anymore, because that’s just too much for me and I have my hands full with keeping my site up to date… which I by the way really love to do, at least as long as there are readers.

06/20/2002: On Thursday 13 June we have had contact again with Dr. v. Montfort by telephone. I now may try each day something of which I am allergic to which is marked with a 1. This 1 stands for a weak reaction, the maximum is a 4 and this stands for a very strong reaction. For now I have to do it with the ‘ones’. I also did get acclysomadine on recipe. I have just started this on Wednesday 19 June, because the pharmacy had to order it. Acclysomadine is a kind of a small version of the acclydine, if I remind it well. Dr. v. Montfort hopes that I will feel somewhat less tired with this. It will take about 2 weeks before I will notice something. Probably I will get another EPD-treatment around September, but then with the normal dosage. This time I had much less, because I am so sick and weak and so I then had more chance of getting a severe reaction.
So we again can do nothing more than wait and hope that this acclysomadine will help a bit.

08/10/2002: Tuesday, 9 July we have had contact again with dr. v. Montfort by telephone. I have to keep taking the acclysomadine and then I will also get Euzyme, these are enzymes which help the digestion. I now also take Xaya, this takes the energy out of the food and stabilizes your blood sugar. On 29 August I also have another EPD-treatment, but now a stronger one. This means that I again have to stay upstairs for 4 days. To be honest I see forward to it... the rest, sleep when I want to, watching TV when I want to... I just will miss my cats again terribly.

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